there are so many things i wish i could tell her. how i love the way that when she's with me i feel like i can do anything.

and how when shes not around i feel trapped.

i don't know that i can do this. without her i feel like im dying. and i dont know that she even wants to be around me anymore.

she says she feels like she has to drag me away. i would run the whole world over if i knew she needed to talk. i thought i was... well... i was wrong.

and i love her soo much. if i didnt i wouldn't be crying these fucking tears. because i feel like its over. like she broke my heart. but its not her fault. oh man. i would sell my soul to have her back.

id fucking kill myself for her.

oh god

i dont know what to do.